On the inside she's dying, fed up with everyone's games and lying. She's sick of not having anybody there, nobody to care. The truth is, nobody even knows who this woman really is. This is a woman who loves nothing more than her kid. She's given all that she's had, but still isn't good enough and makes her very sad. In the end she feels defeated. She did everything in her power, but she just couldn't beat it.
You were given a spirit of COURAGE and not of fear! God allows us to experience what we may see as bad things, to bring us closer to Him. Growth is essential. #iamxena#warrior#queen
Thank you @professorphanor
And worst of all, I know they don't remember me everyday. I know some don't even believe they did anything wrong. I refuse to be silent anymore. I choose to heal. And healing means reliving. And reliving is painful. I will keep going, because my only other option can no longer be entertained. #ptsdrecovery#iamxena#iamstrong#iamawarrior#recovery#onedayatatime